Currently Listening The World Won't Listen By The Smiths see related

Fuck man....this summer blows ass....all is going to shit....and i feel like shit....i feel like nothing.....im confused and fucked and bullshit.....summer school sucks...my sleeping is all fucked....and im not doing so hot at the moment....im kinda pissed but not.....i dont know

anyway ive been thinking about doing some solo stuff.....but i suck ass....

Heres a song

I wake up in the morning....i get ready for the day ahead

i have no idea why i do this.....when i always look like im dead

I go out the door towards the car...leather jacket on my back

I hop inside and we drive away....then i open my ciggarette pack

I need something to calm my nerves...for the long day ahead

because all i want in the world....is for everyone to lay down dead

When i walk in through those prison doors....they always seem to stare

i dont take real kind to that...but no one seems to care

theres more but im sick of typing......

i need opinions please

Alex

Currently Listening The Smashing Pumpkins - Greatest Hits By The Smashing Pumpkins see related

- 1979

so i was sitting here.....reflecting on my thoughts.....listening to a great band and a great song.....and wondering that maybe just maybe.....life has a purpose.....and that its not all about doing shit....just because people might like you a little more for doing these different things that you wouldnt normally do....

i came up with something a few nights ago.....

Self Pity is the perseverance of life

if you think about it....people try to be something they arnt just to inpress someone.....these actions are hiding there true self from people....maybe because they are ashamed of themself....so they keep doing these acts....to keep themselves happy....and perhaps alive.....

Alex 

Currently Listening Complete Discography By Minor Threat see related

So was listening to some minor threat.....

And i found out how much i hate the world.....and its bullshit.....

I wrote a somg about how much i hat all this bullshit.....i hate people....just people.....a crowd of people that disgard everything you do....no mater how insane it is they dont care.....because there people.......

You know a person would care about what your doing...and be interested and shit like that.......

BUT PEOPLE ARE JUST INCONSIDERATE ASSHOLES......

Do you get what im saying?

Alex

Currently Listening The Ungovernable Force By Conflict see related

Well this really sucks.....really sucks people......

im fucking sick today still....im light headed.....sweating....pale and weak....im pissed for being at school as well......

5th hour i walk in and this retarted fuck face says "alex were have you been" der der der.....so i threw my books against the wall and flipped my desk over.....and when i was about to pick it to throw it....Mrs' schreir was like "ALEX!" so i put it down and sat......i was so fucking pissed...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHAHA......

fuck.....i hate school...how the fuck is calculus 3 going to help you sign a fucking check to live in the real world...IT FUCKING CANT BITCH!!!......how is knowing what a fucking independent clause going to help you get a loan....IT WONT YOU ANNOYING ASSWIPES.....   

I'm sick and tired of people and there bullshit....i really am....

I need a smoke

Fuck this

Pissed off Alex

Currently Listening Siamese Dream By Smashing Pumpkins see related

Well fuck all of this bullshit.....im fucking sick again...what a shithole.....im stuck at home for 2 days and i cant aford to do that because i have to already get absences waived....now i need more....GOD FUCK SHIT......ok i've been smoking way to many ciggaretes i think its time to cut back a bit....

yah yah blah blah blah........i hate school blah blah.....

fuck fuck fuck bitch ass shithead......im listening to some smashing pumpkins and i got to say they kick ass.....there one of those band that make you happy and sad at the same time and its really hard to not like a song.....

fuck shit bitch ass diggleberry

Alex